Should i change:Indecisive mind

It is almost two months since i landed in chennai.slowly i am forgetting the coimbatore days.I am thenkful as well puzzled by the help rendered by vignesh and ragavi.Both are offering an opportunity which may change my life and reach my well cherished dream before marriage.
But the Economic crisis as well as my reluctance makes me wonder what is happening is true or not and making me indecisive.
I believe my director would guide me rightly here